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I have. by GummyBear159753, literature

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I have.

I have fought wars and battles you will never read about in a book. I have fought fights never meant to be won. I have scares you can't see. I have wounds that will never heal. I have felt the darkness surrounding me in the light. I have a heart that never intended to break. I have a spirit that never meant to die. I have a mind that never wanted to fall. But. I have won wars and battles you will never read about in a book. I have won fights never meant to be won. I have scares you can't see now that they have faded. I have wound that weren't supposed to heal but did. I have felt the light fend away the darkness. I have a heart that will heal

The girl who lost her smile. by GummyBear159753, literature

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The girl who lost her smile.

There once lived a girl who smiled so big. Her eyes where so happy and full of life. She would great and leave every day with love. She cherished life and loved every one in it. But one day a big bad man took her away from her family and friends and locked her away in a little room with only a blanket and a bowl of water. The man had her for three days, only three days. But for the girl it was an eternity. The first night she stayed strong took what he gave her and ignored his attempted to break her down. The same for the next night. But then she started to doubt and wonder she spoke to him for the first time to ask why and he would answer he

You can't hurt me now by GummyBear159753, literature

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You can't hurt me now

That dark little secret I have to hide My best friend wonders but doesn't ask why No one can know no one can see Why did you do this Your confidence tearing me down makes me wonna cry Maybe its time to quit fighting Why did it have to be me People stare and laugh They wouldn't worship you if they knew What your did all those years ago Why can't they see I hate the way you smile at me That smile I know what it means But my best friend smiles at me "Don't sink I know what you can be" I take his hand my head held high And pass the monster only I know you hold inside You stole my innocence long ago But I'm not afraid of you anymore Yo

I thought wrong by GummyBear159753, literature

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I thought wrong

There was a monster that lived under my bed He would wait till late at night and poke out his head He would smile a jagged toothy smile His horrifying eyes would light up when he saw me But I didn't see the smile or the light in his eyes Only the monster he was on the out side I would cry and scream for my mother The monster would disappear for another night only to come back the next This went on for years and I never cared who he was only what he was It never occurred to me he wasn't trying to hurt me or be mean I assumed that he was evil because he was ugly and scary I as a child I thought that every thing that was good had to be bea

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I have. by GummyBear159753, literature

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I have.

The girl who lost her smile. by GummyBear159753, literature

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The girl who lost her smile.

You can't hurt me now by GummyBear159753, literature

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You can't hurt me now

I thought wrong by GummyBear159753, literature

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I thought wrong

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Why can't she see by INerdAttack, literature

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Why can't she see

She's beautiful but she can't see. The mirror's wrong listen to me. They aren't real, you can't let them be . But to her there a sick fantasy One she will always want and always need. To look like them ,and never eat . Breaking sorrow bending knees. No more jokes , she says to me. No more sanity that's all that's to be She's scaring me now. No where who she used to be . I can see right through her practically. Why wont believe me, she's beautiful? But it's to late now. Last night was her last. Now she lies there . Cold, and motionless I hate my self I couldn't make her believe. As she looked to the sky She got buried in the ground

Dean by Reborn-In-Color, literature

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Dean

There is a boy named Dean. I knew him for so long before we were pre-teens. Actually, we were born days apart, just three. Not long after our friendship would start. This boy was full of life and loved to have fun. When he was ten years old the doctors realized that between his red cells and white something was not quite right. There were us few, who helped him through, just Sam, David, and I. Of course, his parents, and Tony too. Remission was soon we could see the end this boy was so strong nothing can go wrong. He was healed. He grew healthier, he grew out his hair. All the long, I was there. He was my best frien

There is a Boy Who Catches My Bus. by IconicMarshmellow, literature

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There is a Boy Who Catches My Bus.

There is a boy who catches my bus who has blue-grey eyes as clear as the lake the kids go swimming in. He sits with his friends and laughs a lot at little things. And when his friends are silent, he looks out the window. I sit two seats behind him and I think he is beautiful. There is a boy who catches my bus who acts happy every morning from 7am he sits with his friends and gives them empty smiles and wears long sleeves in the middle of summer. I sit two seats behind him and I think he is beautiful. There is a boy who catches my bus who has blue-grey eyes as empty as the lake the kids go swimming in, in winter. He sits with his friends

the innocence of a broken wish by ChloroformBoy, literature

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the innocence of a broken wish

i am going to write something about you, but you won't read it. and maybe i don't want you maybe i don't want you to read it to read me to read my heart's instruction manual i won't tell you that: last night, i had three dreams about you. i won't tell you that: i only met you once, but it scares me to Death that it'll never become twice. i won't tell you that: i (secretly) want you to ask for my phone number (i want you rs) you're just another dirty little secret in my closet full of the clothes i don't want to wear around you (i want to wear you around my neck my

A Normal Day by grumpyunicorn, literature

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A Normal Day

You wake in the morning with the sun in your face And streams of light scattered all over the place. The hard floor is freezing against your bare feet. The birds are singing their song. Tweet, Tweet. You walk down the stairs to begin your day. As usual, your house is dull and gray. You try to leave quickly, but you come to a stop. Rain is falling from the clouds Drip, Drop. You run to your car and jump inside The car starts up and you go for a ride The lightning illuminates the mobile room And you speed past the buildings and people Vroom, Vroom The rain makes it difficult to see up ahead As you drive further you see the light turn red. Yo

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Artist // Hobbyist // Digital Art

July 16
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Deviant for 10 years
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GummyBear159753

Apr 22, 2014

Two more years

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I keep my head held high as I walk through the walls People call me names and flip me off But I smile in their face and say good morning and have a nice day It enrages the small minded neanderthals and they cuss my name And I smile Two more years Two more years and I'm free To college and freedom All the people that call me nerd or geek will still be here My whole life they made fun of me for being smart But little do they know I take it as a compliment Two more years and I'll be gone Studying abroad and they'll still be here  

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GummyBear159753

Apr 22, 2014

To the kids...

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To the kid that pushed me in the hall. Thank you. To the kid that tripped me in class. Thank you. To the kid in my math class the thinks every one needs to hear his criticism about me. Thank you. To the kid that screams "HEY FATTY HAVEN'T YOU HAD ENOUGH" every day as a walk though the lunch room. Thank you. To the kid that scratched "emo" into my locker. Thank you. To the kids that waited for me after guard practice and broke my swing flags and ripped my uniform. Thank you. To the kid that helped me up when I got pushed down. You are my hero! To the kid that picked me up off the floor when I was tripped. You are my hero! To the kid that stood

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TheInfernoVoid

Apr 21, 2014

Welcome to Devaintart.

GummyBear159753

Apr 22, 2014

Thanks I really appreciate it!

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Apr 22, 2014

Your welcome.